Should I quit lolita?
This is really my eternal question.
Back and forward have I thought about it.
Well... it's just fashion right?But somehow it's very hard for me.
I wish I could just stop with it. I really wish that. But I like it too much.
There are so many things that points against lolita for me right now.
It's too expensive. I don't feel comfortable wearing it when I get so much attention. I don't want any attention. I always have to explain myself, "why are you wearing it?" and "what is that?".
I've begun to feel like it's not fashion anymore. It feels like scene clothings or something.
I'm beginning to feel like a big baby wearing lolita.
Lolita is so inconvenient any many ways. I don't feel like partying in it. I can't wear it to work. It's inappropriate in many situations.
If I sell all my lolita clothes I might afford a new trip to Japan.
So why can't I just quit it?!
I like it too much... it's too beautiful.